I understand that, typically, people cannot pronounce themselves anew, but I’m becoming a different person. From this moment forward, I will only pursue times, relationships, interests and activities that further my ability to live a successful and fulfilling life. You no longer know me, for I am only beginning to know myself. My lifestyle will be what I envision and craft. I’m no longer interested in whatever may slow my progression into adulthood, but only those that would induce a higher calling or importance. Expand beyond what you think you are worth and what is not worthy of you. I wish not to seek the dynamics of life any longer, only the good. Life is what you make it, and it’s taken me too long to learn this most important lesson. Do not dwell on anything that cannot help you or the ones that matter most to you. You can’t blame yourself for the abandonment of those who once made you feel alive and no longer do, they do not have your best interests at heart. Love the ones who love you back and dispose of the rest.

Life is progression, whether or not you choose to ride along. Don’t let it pass you by, as I have for 24 years.

Guys!

zenhou:

Jesus Christ has risen from the dead, but Carl is not in the fucking house.

Oh, I’m getting better.
Oh, I’m looking for a job to spoil you with my savings.
Oh, I’ve vowed to never play video games again.
Oh, I now care about my hygiene more than my guitars.
Oh, I will be living in my own home one year from today.
Oh, I’ll be living in a big city one day.
Oh, my aspirations will help me leave behind North Carolina.

Let’s face it. North Carolina isn’t the type of place for a girl like you or a guy like me.